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Hey everyone, i made a new account - so for my latest entrys please go to.
livejournal.com/~kissabLe_britt.
i wont be updating this anymore
kay thanks
Love Always,
brii <3
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Hello ;D its almost 11:00, i dont want to go to school tomorrow. =/. Today Mike and Joe came over it was fun.. we went to buger king, and then watched ghost. This weekend was alright =). Friday i saw "the ring" it was scary =/.Gina was uncontrollabLy frightened by the movie, that she hid underneath her hands for. lol.. but it was so much fun to yell random things out in the middle of the movie. I went with tom, joe, chris and bret we were very loouud lol =). Anyway.. i was going over this information in the mail about acting camp. in binghamton new york for next summer. I'm so excited to go =) but im going to miss everyone.. =/...well.. im going to be doing a play there, and at the end of the camp I want everyone to come up and see it!! lol you better come ;].. i really think that this will end up great =). but i just hate going away for a whiLe =*(. i will miss you all!! <333 but its not until the summer so i have lots of time =) yea. so I'm gonna go.. byye <3
jena = everythings waaaay over your head rofl. lylas ;D
!@#$%
brittany x0x
shes beautiful, as usual.
with bruises on her heart
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[20 Oct 2002|11:00pm] |
with my foot on your neck, i have you right where I want you.
well im getting ready to go to bed. I got a new icon. Today was meaningless and annoying. I truly think that the rest of the week will be filled with exciting events, that i'll show no interest in. So im a little upset, one day i'll get over myself and realize how stupid it is to let bad days.. no.. bad weeks.. get to you. Be happy ;D
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Hey ;D. Today was so boring, well. the whole weekend was. I did..nothing. I hate being grounded ;[. I had a soccer game today, against o'rielly..we won, 4-1. My brother and my dad came, its just like my dad to be correcting me from the sidelines. He was pretty much the only parent you could hear. Oh well. I dont have much to talk about, so i dont know why im even bothering to bore you with this stupid update, I have nothing to say. UMMM..i didnt see anyone all weekend..well, except at the game saturday.. i saw Rach, Colleen, Chrissy, Laura, Lindsey, Tom's, Brian, Mike, Dale, dalen, brent.. anndd i dont remember who else? and the hoban girls.. meg, jen,maur, mary jo, kaitlyn. That's about it..lol well i guess i did see people.. but I was still grounded! =*(. the only reason i got to go was cause my parents went cause bryan plays for hoban. anyway, im gonna go cause this entry was incredibly borrriiinnng!!! =/
my heart is yours, to fill or burst <3 to break or burry..
or wear as jewelry, whichever you prefer <33.
-dc<3
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hmm, .. today did kinda suck..It was Wonderful up til about 4 o'clock when I came home from the football game. anyway. Did you ever get that feeling before you start to cry, when you try to exhale, and you breath stumbles.. and like, the tears fill up in your eye.. but you dont start to cry yet. I felt that way before. My parents were going on and on about how I am a disappointment. I didnt think they noticed i was about to cry, i was staring at the ground the whole time.. It was one of those moments</b> when, you knew everything was going wrong, and nobody even noticed, or cared.. but you. Im gonna try to do better at things, I think im progressing =)..but im barley getting by.. And im going to try, ya know.. because i dont want my parents thinking im a total screw up..right..? But im home alone now, My family went out to dinner, I decided not to go. I guess im avoiding them for the day. I dont feel like listening to my mother complain about my room, and my dad explain everything I have to work on in soccer..So its about 7:00, for the rest of the day, im probly going to be online for the most part.. I doubt i be allowed to do anything, considering im grounded. But i got to go to the football game =). Thats about as social as It gets. I've been thinking about who I like, its taking up all the room in my head =/ lol, but i guess this is the part where I say i like !@#$%&*. umm =x. See its hard because.. i could like him, then i couldnt like him.. okok. who cares about that. IM SO BORED you really have no idea. Walking around the house, continually failing the attempts to convince my dad to let me out, to him my social life is meaningless and irrelevent. however you spell it, well i think hes retarded. And im hoping the phone rings.. i need someone to talk to. being grounded right now kinda feels like..well.. that im missing out on so much!. but im here =[.. alone. so call me!!, im drowning in bordom =/.
Its hard to fake being careless about being grounded to my parents. cause like .. i dont want them to think im mad. even though i am. because im dying to go out. Instead of another endless saturday night falling asleep on the couch watching SNL. And the thing is, they think its easy being grounded. What do they know? they havent been grounded in about 30 years. SO i really think they should spend some time alone and let me know how happy they are. But im not that bad, im just insanley bored. im not sad or anything. I just hate being alone.. and I know.. i know! that im never going to fall asleep tonight. I never do. aww man, i wanna go out!!. god!!!
i'd like to see how impressed my parents are, when I pretend i dont care about being grounded. I wonder if they will know im lying. but what I think is, if they dont think im mad about being home alone every night, they might just give up and let me out. im so clever ;D heh. no. but anyone in their right mind would be mad about being grounded. oh well. im gonna go ttyl. peace.
britt*`'x0x`*
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Helllllo ;D yeah its my second update today..im that bored.. Well guess who was just on Carson Dalys Light Night Show?!? avril lavigne. She makes me want to stick my head in the microwave. She had on all black and you couldnt even see her face, she thinks shes all "punk" when she has 100ft deep make-up on. i think its so stupid. does she have anything else to sing about other then, preps, "individualism" and her stupid stupid ties. I bet she just found it trendy one day to be different and it made her a punk icon. Oh well. Mistakes happen in music, she is definatley one of them. i think shes a joke.
I know, its 2:00. another sleepless night... i'll be sorry in the morning when its times to get up for Cheerleading and Soccer. Tonight I was grounded for the whole fight thing, im sure you've heard some portion of the story by now. So i cleaned my room, its actually pretty nice compared to the train wreck it was before. I was listening to music, and looking thru "glamour magazine".so I was pretty entertained for the good part of the night. then i came online, then I came offline..[[ exciting ]].. i went back to my room, and became even more creative. I decorated my door with brad pitt..All Different Letters from magazines that spell out "gLamorous britt" and one that said Hollywood. It looks cute... as the night went on my creativity phase just got more intense, lol.. I found words in the magazine like"dreams" .. "perfect" .. "beautiful" .." love" and surrounded them around the one mirrior in my room, i did it because.. did you ever have a day when your just like "i hate how I look".. well for me its liike, everyday, so whenever i look into that mirrior now its surrounded with positive things =). But maybe it wasnt so Creative, I remember seeing that on 7th heaven a little while ago.
And this part is so hard, who do I like?!? well i dont know, but im trying <33. i dont really have much to say on this subject, because its kind of boring. Joe and Jason like me.. and thats where I am. Sooo im a little confused.. but everything will be okay, right?.. i dont have much to lose if I chose either one of them, and what I chose.. is my choice. so i cant be judged there... does that make sense? i donno, but i find it true. it kinda rhymes too.. anyway me and jason were on the phone for like an hour, i made him this cute card for his bday [[ knowing his birthday was like a day ago ]]. but oh well..looks like hes getting it late. then theres joe, wich is ...kidnda, i donno. sometimes joe acts like he doesnt like me, but then everyone tells me how he does.. so that leaves me more confused then ever. Its much hard then it seems.
ok this entry was kinda long compared to some of my other ones, but im bored. so i decided to update., so IN CLOSING. today hasnt been the greatest day. but do what you can to make it better =).. i think i'll do the same tomorrow.. and who knows, sunday might have its ups and downs..but if theres something i've learned about bad days, well its definatley tomake the best of whats around =)
`*Comment Like Woah*'`
<3 britt x0x
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well, a lotta of stuff has been going on, so sit back and read about my life. when The week started, i already knew it was going to suck, Monday.. i realized how much trouble mrs kapushinski could get me in for parent teacher conferences when I saw my average. Tuesday, i dont remember everything that happend but i remember walking out my front door in the morning.. and my books fell and papers all over the side walk.. it was then i knew and thought in my head "today is gonna suck". When i got into the car my father was lecturing to my about my room.. and how I need to grow up and some shit. when I got to school I was late for homeroom.. it was my 5th late so my hr teacher, mr kuhl warned me.. he said "One more late, mrs boote.. your going to see mr "O"" i didnt think much of it, until wednesday i was like 1:00 minute, and I almost got sent down.. Lucky for me he let me go. Well thursday..the most exciting day of the week. heres why. Everything is going smoothly until Lunch. Im talking to this new boy "dazm" or something.. and this girl Colleen comes over and interrupts the conversation, so I said something to her about it.. she got defensive.. and so did I.. but all i really remember her saying was "meet me after school, bitch". yeaa.. so the new york girls ask me what happend, i told them. and they were on my side.. so after school we went over to where colleen was.. since she said "meet me after school".. i planned on doing that, maybe it was wrong.. but i wasnt thinking about that then. when i went to colleen she didnt do anything, she just kept repeating "i dont like you"..which i obviously knew at that point, so Betsy Gonzalez.. "betsy from brooklyn" steps in for me and says "well you know what colleen? I DONT LIKE YOU. so thats when Officer Novak comes along and starts yelling at betsy.. So betsy.. being from new york and all starts yelling back at the cop.. and all i remember is "you have the right to remain silent" and besty, with her arms behind her back walking into the school with the cop, so I left. and supposivly betsy cousin "melissa avila" jumps on the officers back and hits him. And I guess they are both in a lotta trouble.. i wasnt there when any of this happened.. so im not really sure what went on. So today i walk into school. First Period .. i get called to Mr Kuhls office, he, colleen, and, officer novak are sitting in there.. and we begin to talk about the situation.. we both start crying.. but i think its over. And the only thing i gained from this was being grounded. Oh well. Everyone gets into fights i guess. but usually here in wilkes barre, New yorkers dont kick the shit outtta cops, and get arrested. So this week was pretty.. unexpected.. but its over. thank god. Cant wait til tuesday when we go back ;D.
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personaL quotes.
boys sometimes a girL just needsone
"and she says, you see.. this is why i'd rather be.. aLone, " - ben foLds<3
"sometime i wish i was shy, i wish I was stronger i wish I was you not it" - boxcarracer.
"and i'd give up forever to touch you" - goo goo doLs <3
"i just wanna walk sometimes..wont you let me walk away?" - ben folds
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"and <font color=#33cc99>she says<font color=#000000>, you see.. this is why i'd rather be.. a<font color=#33cc99>L<font color=#000000>one, " - ben foLds<3
"s<font color=#33cc99>o<font color=#000000>metime i wish i was shy, i wish I was stronger i wish I was you not it" - boxcarracer.
"and i'd give up <b><font color=#33cc99><strike>forever</strike><font color=#000000></b> to touch you" - goo goo doLs <3
"i just wanna walk sometimes..wont you let me walk away?" - ben folds
"<b><font color=#33cc99all she wants is a little piece of history, is that too much to ask"<font color=#000000></b> - feul
<center>im so <font color=#33cc99><b>confused</3</b><font color=#000000></b></center>
and all I want is <b>not</b> to <b>need</b> you now.
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Well today was so tiring, i got up and watergirLed a football game, then went to BK with Jena.. OMG last night BURGER KING WAS INSANE you have NO idea!!! LMFAO!!! that was one of the most fun nights of the year so far. we were getting kicked out by the rent-a-cops and then juts kept rollin back in =/ hehe ommmg. Back to today, after I watergirled the game me and jena went to bk again then I played THREE soccer games in a row! and me gina and jena went to the chinese buffet, and my fortune cookie said "a sense of humor is our greatest asset" lol isnt that neeat! and then Jason and Eric came over, we had a lootttaa fun. heh anyway im gonna go now, byyye <333 [[ gina is still here!! ]]
im reading your note, over again.. and theres not a word
that I comrehend, except where you signed it i will love
you always and forever <3 i looooooove =x
Love,
brittany x0x
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`* hello ..So i came across this "anti avril community" lol it was pretty cool, i cant stand avril lavigne - she really is desperatley seeking attention, loser. ..anyway..i havent seen kurtis at all today, or yesterday. oh well. tomorrow is pajama day..its spirit week! hehe. i LOVE spirit week..this weekend was pretty boring ; especially the nights at my house; there was like nothing to do at all..the bonfire is friday - im positive that shouLd be fun
crazylife.org/~adorabLebritt
Who's your inner singer-songwriter?
Click here and take the quiz!
iLu<3
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[29 Sep 2002|07:46pm] |
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who wants to be OrDiNarY in a cRaZy mixed up worLd..? <3 heh. jena is here and we are singing that song, and are bored. we went to BK and shopping today, it was fun i geuss.. and I have the hiccups =(. I didnt talk to Kurt at all today. oh well. </b>`*</b> anyway I got a Crazylife journal.. check it out --> crazylife.org/~adorabLebritt its a pretty cool layout - the same like this but blue and gray and a cute icon ;D umm Everyone has a journal now, lol i did it first! =)!!! and now its a trend here.. that i started ;D woohooo i like being a trendsetter ssoo if ya wanna journal Im me =) i'll help you. k thanks. anyway if you'd like to see hte hottest boy in hte worLd go here www.dashboardconfessional.com lol i looooove that guy<33! so dont steal him of mekay thanks
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yeaaaa... so last nightsucked, i had to babysit.. it was me gina and jena`* but then gina went home so me and jena watched TV all night, and while the boys were suppose to come over.. did they? hah no. they decided to go to the haunted woods, how retarded is that!? whatever.. so me and jena were bored and ALONE cause the boys didnt come. we watched TV in the living room, and went online..it was too boring to even explain. thanks guys
`*iLu, comment. =x
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Hey me and Jena are here boys are there.
Gina is everywhere. i dont even care.. so
we sit at the computer nd stare wondering
"how did i get here?" jena is brushing her
hair, WOAH big computer glare hot in herre
so make fun of this rhyme, its a dare <333!
- improvise, by jena and britt ;D
I had people over like everyday of the week
.I've been spendinG a lotta the time with the
guys,<3Kurt JOe JaSon.. Tom Mark aNd T..
.i guess it was pretty fun.. jena and gina are
here now we were here all day - we went tO
<3the footbAll game this morning at like nine
and now were here, kurtis and jow said they
were going to come over... but they went tO
the hauntEd wooDs - oh well..So i am bored
gina left - its just me and jena now,i do really
like kurtis - but i think he iS mad at me, i dno
he would have wanted to come over tonight
oh well - anyway i'll post later - <3 byyyye iLu
iLu
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Heeey today i came home from school, and kurt came over we watched heavyweights.. and stuff. Then Jena and jason are here now.. we're pretty hyper.. we're making fun of "player haters"
i loooooooooooooooooooooove mark<333 - from jena!
i loooooooooooooooooooooove kurtis<33 from britt
heh we arent single! - lol jena!
britt x0x
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Heey, im going out with kurt! =) lol he asked me tonight... i went to BK with all the boys lol [[ tom joe jason justin dale steve and kurtis<3 ]].. then came here and just chilled, we had a soccer game today.. we beat hanover like 6-0 or 7-0 i dont remember, lol. it was pretty fun. anyway.. me and jena arent siiingglle!! hehe
^"juliana theory"
britt x0x
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Hey you ;D
you are the second youngest girl. you die with carbon monoxide posioning.
you are a rebel, you have sex on the roof, smoke, stay out later than told..
you're mom made you burn your rock records... you were the beautiful one.
you're a stone fox and by far most people's favorite lisbon girl.
what lisbon girl are you?
(brought you by april)
heh i got Lux.. from the movie "the virgin suicides".. thats one of my favorite mooives :D
britt <3 x0x
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i want him <333 ;D
i found this song in a girls journal, i like it.
And she'll promise you more
Than the Garden of Eden
Then she'll carelessly cut you
And laugh while you're bleedin'
But she'll bring out the best
And the worst you can be
Blame it all on yourself
Cause she's always a woman to me
Oh, she takes care of herself
She can wait if she wants
She's ahead of her time
Oh, and she never gives out
And she never gives in
She just changes her mind
She is frequently kind
And she's suddenly cruel
But she can do as she pleases
She's nobody's fool
And she can't be convicted
She's earned her degree
And the most she will do
Is throw shadows at you
But she's always a woman to me
so today has been good, im going to the volley ball game ;D i'll see my crush there <33
muah*
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gLam0rous britt: Hey
KuRTiSmMM3: was your brother on your name
gLam0rous britt: no it was mark frank\
KuRTiSmMM3: lol o
gLam0rous britt: lol sorrry
KuRTiSmMM3: its ok
KuRTiSmMM3: whos there
gLam0rous britt: brian scott and mark were, but now its just jena and gina.
KuRTiSmMM3: brian who
gLam0rous britt: flaherty
KuRTiSmMM3: o
KuRTiSmMM3: do u like me
gLam0rous britt: yeah but i dont wanna waste my time cause you dont like me really
KuRTiSmMM3: no i do..
KuRTiSmMM3: you know how joe likes you
gLam0rous britt: what do you mean?
KuRTiSmMM3: well joe liked you b4 me and he wants to get with you but i want to ask you out so i he said just give me to the end of this week and if she doesnt like me then shes all yours so im goign to ask you out onl ike friday
KuRTiSmMM3: get me dog
gLam0rous britt: yeah i understand.. i didnt think you liked me at all.
KuRTiSmMM3: ya i do
KuRTiSmMM3: i got to eat
gLam0rous britt: alright, i'll talk to you later.
Auto response from KuRTiSmMM3: eatin
well i went to the movies today with brian, mark, T, scott, jena and gina.. and then they came over for a little.. but they're gone now and im bored.
</marquee>`*britt x0x
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"if I had to explain it, i wouldnt know where to start.. its like you fall in love..while i just fall apart"
theres not much to say except, [[ boys ]] are too complicated. and jena and mark are going out <3.. sorry stan. rofl ;D
we're just like old freinds, we just cant pretend next time, i promise we'll be `*perfect.
comment merferker. ;D
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